I should be drunker than a monkey, but I don't like to drink...

___rawr wrote it best in her LJ, but no matter what happens he'll still be my favorite wrestler of all time and in the end... nothing can change my memories. I stopped listening to music the night Eddie died (strange, I know if you know how much I crave the stimulus of music) but, I've had all my John Mellencamp records on tonight because I need something familiar to listen to. And, obviously, block out the thoughts.

Just try to live each and every precious moment
Don't be discouraged by the future; forget the past
Thats old advice but it'll be good to you

John Mellencamp - Between A Laugh & A Tear

I'm going to be gone for another vacation, so I'll talk to you all on Friday.