it ain't no sin to be glad you're alive

I've got no words. In fact, I refuse to talk about it. Yes, this probably makes me a Ditzig, but after the crying happened the shock wore in and I just really, really feel fucking numb right now. I'm probably not going to be reading my friends-list for a while. Ya'll understand... So, instead, I have the essay I wrote Sophmore year (god... it seems so long ago though) called " La Esperanza: Eddy Guerrero Religion" here and just go ... away from the internet for a while.